I've been trying for so long
to get over it
So many times I had succumbed
to my raw emotions

I never knew
If we would ever laugh, ever joked
even talked, like how we used to

And I have been hoping
and praying
and waiting
that we would

But i don't know
I really don't know
Because u don't seem to be indicating
that there is even the slightest possibility

So you've shut me out
Completely?
God i hope not.
But right now it seems like it is.

I don't understand
How so many years of good friendship
isn't enough to make up
for what happened.
Why wouldn't you put it behind?
Why are you being clouded by just another "shit that happened"?
Don't you value what we had?

I really do. not. understand

I've been sitting
waiting
for even just a simple hi.

But i've come to the point where
realization hits
That what i have been waiting for
would most likely not happen.

So this is it?
Our goodbye?
Heck, we never even had one.
I thought i knew better

I said my sorry
I was here
I waited
and waited
and waited

But I think I'm done waiting
And i'm not to blame if this is a goodbye for real
Because remember
I waited, I cried
I tried
You ignored
You acted like i no longer existed

So maybe I'll laugh about it someday
But not today
For now, I'm moving on
You no longer have a hold on me
Although you had, for so long.

Well, so this it it.
Goodbye to you.
I'll always love you.
And I'll always be here.

Imylc-etyhbss