So much for no more blogging.
Couldn't help myself :P

There was a National Depression Screening test at the health center today.
I really wanted to go for it.
But i missed it.
Cos i was sleeping -_-

I do not think i'm depressed.
But what do i call it if:

I can't even pee without feeling sad?
I can't even hear Obama's name without feeling sad?
I can't even stare at my specs-wearing self without feeling sad?
I can't even go online without feeling sad?
I can't even go to sleep every night without feeling sad?
I can't even watch HIMYM without feeling sad?
I can't even look at my phone without feeling sad?
I can't even think of foot reflexology without feeling sad!

Sighhhhhhhhhh.

I think all these emoness is making me sick.
I was pretty feverish earlier.
And now i feel like puking.

Seriously!
I'm suppose to make a CHANGE.
Well, with my emotions I mean.
Then again, perhaps i should start my journaling...
so i could perhaps finally change.

Sometimes I wish I would get hit by a car.
Or get diagnose with an incurable disease.
Or have something really horrid happen to me.
Then maybe u know, just maybe,
you would speak to me again.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

I really think i should start making appointments with a therapist.
Make use of the counseling privileges, eh?
Oh how low i have sunk
:(